My gorgeous M.
I shouldn't say this, but I am still in love with you. You've arrested my heart, but there's something special about you that makes me very pleased to continue loving you. I like you the way you are, doesn't matter if you are getting overweight or thinner, weaker or stronger, more intelligent or ignorant, poor or wealthy. It hurts to have feelings inside can't be let out, so... let me love you please...
I want to listen to your voice, hear about your dreams and achievements. I will solve all your troubles with my love. I will create a powerful cosmic energy which will bring you to me every time you feel unhappy. I will be your shelter, and my words will keep you warm and calm you.
I want you to know that I miss you when I wake up and when I've drunk the third glass of wine; that I feel cold listening to love songs and when I go to the movies I want to hold your hand. When I feel bad and cry after reading Kafka, or when I wonder about my future, I miss you. When I want to share my happiness because I got good marks in my exams, or when I just need someones arms to shelter in, and when I lie in bed before sleeping... I miss you. I'd love to be in your mind just for a second. I just want to know that you had thought about me for a brief moment. If life is about longing and waiting, please teach me how to wait for you. I keep trying, but I cant get you out of my heart.
Your vulnerability induced a sentiment of protectiveness in me. Day by day I dream of having you "again". I want to touch your face, make caresses in your hair. I'd like to dive into your sparkling eyes and possess your soul for my extreme pleasure. Feeling your heart exploding so profoundly against mine. It would erupt all my emotion to have you in my arms. Feeling the flavour of your sweet kisses, hugging you tight enough to feel your heart pulse against mine, so we will become a single body, full of fellowship, passion, love... I would provide the pure love which you have never felt from someone in all your entire life. I'll never hide my wishes and feelings for you.
My heart used to beat so quickly every single time you sent a message to me. I was a slave to your words. Its true, sometimes you didn't understand my unclear messages. You're a native to this distant island, and I am just a foreigner from the continent. But even though I don't come from an English speaking country, both of us know love's language. It's fair enough to make our romance full of life, beauty, and happiness. Unfortunately you rarely talked about love, actually you don't like the word "love". Just because I adore this word... amor, amore, amour, liebe, любовь, حب , 愛... love
I miss you my gorgeous M.
You who I can't find on here anymore, you who one day I used to love drastically. You have left me with no reason. That is so sad, so mad, so painful... I guess that my affection wasn't great enough to fill your heart. I've tried to lie to myself thinking that you have gone forever, but the reality is that you are perpetuated inside of me so far. I can't forget you my M.
But you never wanted to accept my heart, never tried to listen to my words of love, or meet my passion.
If you were the noble I was just your servant. In fact I'm nothing to you, I'm just bullshit...
You left me this cold winter saying that long distance love doesn't work. That's not fair. Once I heard that distance is irrelevant when love exists. This incredible sentiment overcomes any barriers, and if we are in each other's hearts, we'd be always together.
Nevertheless you didn't even want to try. I just want you to know that summer will come soon, and I won't be here waiting for you.
At the end of it all you are still with me, but stuck in what I've created and not really inside of me. You don't have a name, and I do have one. You are a pretty face in the crowd, but I'm the centre of attention. Anyway appearances can be deceiving. This dangerous game which we practice in life, seeks to maximise and approach people, by accepting the distance and recognising itself as a whole. We live in a big world, with many countries, but there is no border when love exists. Between you and I there's only you to separate us. I wanted you to stare deeply at my body, because it mirrors the naked truth about you.
Words are words and we don't realise what we really said one to another. Our life depends just and only on us. I've tried a way to explain how you could accept my love, my affection, my tenderness... I assume I am a romantic guy who fantasizes all my sentiments, but that is my way to contemplate the supreme love which I have for you.
My dear M. You see?! I have tried to express my feelings for you. Forgive me for being so silly and mad.
Life isn't always a bed of roses... The fantasy of my dreams will keep on the flame of my heart. I wish I was strong enough to endure this situation. I can't erase you from my thoughts. As much as I try to avoid you, you're always into my mind. I have cried, smiled and felt emotions, which made me more sensible or perhaps stronger.
Anyway thank you for giving me part of your precious time. I'll try to forget you from now on. I just want to let you know that life has many different chapters for us. One bad chapter doesn't mean the end of the book.
M., you have stolen my feelings and my well-being, but don't think you will have all my life to snub my heart, because my love will go away as fast as the time goes.
Its freezing here. It has damaged my mind, and my heart is covered by ice. Unfortunately a person doesn't exist who I can call my love. There is nobody to heat me in this cold weather. There is no one who can tell me words of love. The naked truth is that I am frozen, my heart is frozen, my soul is frozen... and I am still asking to myself, "Where is my love? Where is my M.?"
My life will never be the same. My peace might be back some day. I just wish to have the sun shining again.
Thanks so much for all, my little insignificant M.
I wish you all the very best.
Goodbye
I shouldn't say this, but I am still in love with you. You've arrested my heart, but there's something special about you that makes me very pleased to continue loving you. I like you the way you are, doesn't matter if you are getting overweight or thinner, weaker or stronger, more intelligent or ignorant, poor or wealthy. It hurts to have feelings inside can't be let out, so... let me love you please...
I want to listen to your voice, hear about your dreams and achievements. I will solve all your troubles with my love. I will create a powerful cosmic energy which will bring you to me every time you feel unhappy. I will be your shelter, and my words will keep you warm and calm you.
I want you to know that I miss you when I wake up and when I've drunk the third glass of wine; that I feel cold listening to love songs and when I go to the movies I want to hold your hand. When I feel bad and cry after reading Kafka, or when I wonder about my future, I miss you. When I want to share my happiness because I got good marks in my exams, or when I just need someones arms to shelter in, and when I lie in bed before sleeping... I miss you. I'd love to be in your mind just for a second. I just want to know that you had thought about me for a brief moment. If life is about longing and waiting, please teach me how to wait for you. I keep trying, but I cant get you out of my heart.
Your vulnerability induced a sentiment of protectiveness in me. Day by day I dream of having you "again". I want to touch your face, make caresses in your hair. I'd like to dive into your sparkling eyes and possess your soul for my extreme pleasure. Feeling your heart exploding so profoundly against mine. It would erupt all my emotion to have you in my arms. Feeling the flavour of your sweet kisses, hugging you tight enough to feel your heart pulse against mine, so we will become a single body, full of fellowship, passion, love... I would provide the pure love which you have never felt from someone in all your entire life. I'll never hide my wishes and feelings for you.
My heart used to beat so quickly every single time you sent a message to me. I was a slave to your words. Its true, sometimes you didn't understand my unclear messages. You're a native to this distant island, and I am just a foreigner from the continent. But even though I don't come from an English speaking country, both of us know love's language. It's fair enough to make our romance full of life, beauty, and happiness. Unfortunately you rarely talked about love, actually you don't like the word "love". Just because I adore this word... amor, amore, amour, liebe, любовь, حب , 愛... love
I miss you my gorgeous M.
You who I can't find on here anymore, you who one day I used to love drastically. You have left me with no reason. That is so sad, so mad, so painful... I guess that my affection wasn't great enough to fill your heart. I've tried to lie to myself thinking that you have gone forever, but the reality is that you are perpetuated inside of me so far. I can't forget you my M.
But you never wanted to accept my heart, never tried to listen to my words of love, or meet my passion.
If you were the noble I was just your servant. In fact I'm nothing to you, I'm just bullshit...
You left me this cold winter saying that long distance love doesn't work. That's not fair. Once I heard that distance is irrelevant when love exists. This incredible sentiment overcomes any barriers, and if we are in each other's hearts, we'd be always together.
Nevertheless you didn't even want to try. I just want you to know that summer will come soon, and I won't be here waiting for you.
At the end of it all you are still with me, but stuck in what I've created and not really inside of me. You don't have a name, and I do have one. You are a pretty face in the crowd, but I'm the centre of attention. Anyway appearances can be deceiving. This dangerous game which we practice in life, seeks to maximise and approach people, by accepting the distance and recognising itself as a whole. We live in a big world, with many countries, but there is no border when love exists. Between you and I there's only you to separate us. I wanted you to stare deeply at my body, because it mirrors the naked truth about you.
Words are words and we don't realise what we really said one to another. Our life depends just and only on us. I've tried a way to explain how you could accept my love, my affection, my tenderness... I assume I am a romantic guy who fantasizes all my sentiments, but that is my way to contemplate the supreme love which I have for you.
My dear M. You see?! I have tried to express my feelings for you. Forgive me for being so silly and mad.
Life isn't always a bed of roses... The fantasy of my dreams will keep on the flame of my heart. I wish I was strong enough to endure this situation. I can't erase you from my thoughts. As much as I try to avoid you, you're always into my mind. I have cried, smiled and felt emotions, which made me more sensible or perhaps stronger.
Anyway thank you for giving me part of your precious time. I'll try to forget you from now on. I just want to let you know that life has many different chapters for us. One bad chapter doesn't mean the end of the book.
M., you have stolen my feelings and my well-being, but don't think you will have all my life to snub my heart, because my love will go away as fast as the time goes.
Its freezing here. It has damaged my mind, and my heart is covered by ice. Unfortunately a person doesn't exist who I can call my love. There is nobody to heat me in this cold weather. There is no one who can tell me words of love. The naked truth is that I am frozen, my heart is frozen, my soul is frozen... and I am still asking to myself, "Where is my love? Where is my M.?"
My life will never be the same. My peace might be back some day. I just wish to have the sun shining again.
Thanks so much for all, my little insignificant M.
I wish you all the very best.
Goodbye
amarothi
Photo: Moacyr Medeiros Alves
Hi, friend.
ReplyDeleteVery happy in read you.
See you later.